J A R_O F_W H I S P E R S

Heeey! :) YAY !! :DD finally apoem with the Blog's name :DD WHOOP WHOOP! haha yeah, anywhoo I hope you guys like it! peAces :D

J A R_O F_W H I S P E R S

Enclosed by my own desires;
Misled by my own heart and soul- those LIARS!
Talked down upon by my own mind;
All my hopes plastered onto a mental shrind.
Deceived by my own conscience;
Unprotected by my broken wall of defense.
Unloved by my own will;
Moving when I'm standing still.
No more Rainbows and Colour Palets;
Just emotionless robots of regrets.
No more Joy, Laughter or Love;
Just grey clouds shining down from above.
No more innocence in the once starlit eyes;
Just empty, cold, careless lies.
No identities- just Misses and Misters;
So I fill up a Jar Of Whispers.
I throw in some hopes and dreams;
A little bit of love that's only a little torn at the seams.
I seal it with a good-night kiss;
Alas, shall I dare to open this?

-Saara_Mowlana

S W E E T | I G N O R A N C E

Hey! so I want to also post this poem and I hope you guys like it! :D (p.s thanks to my friend: NIXII NOTTA for contributing :D ILY, check out her blog I'm On The Edge Of Glory here)

S W E E T | I G N O R A N C E

Sparkles woven into my soul, dares not to brighten it;
Innocent eyes;
And sequined lies.
All that's left is no fun, but ignorant hearts not fully equip.
Plastic smiles that stay in place;
'Do not deny;
The sweet smelling lie.'
And no love lies there to trace.
Out of my mind, my sanity- what sanity?
They infect our brain;
And drive us insane.
No room for clarity.
Somber I roam around the empty streets of my heart;
Pitch black dark;
No light spark.
No difference between the end and start.

-Saara Mowlana

L A V E N D E R | L O V E

Hey Guys, it's been a while so I thought that I should update you with a new poem :DD (YAY!!:D) haha anyway I hope you guys like it! (I also want to say if any of you don't know who Christina Grimmie is- you HAVE to check her out she RAWWKs! here's a link)

L A V E N D E R | L O V E

Lavender Love that is so cruel;
Drowns my soul and takes me fool.
Crystal hearts shatter fast;
Lavender Love never lasts.

Plastic laughs and Plastic tears;
Plastic hopes and Plastic fears.
Rubber lies and Rubber fables;
Burn against the roads of my conscience that I cradle.

Evil souls and Evil foes;
Pretend to be as pretty as pink bows.
Sweet acid turns them black;
And yet they still come back.

Starlit hate and Sparkling anger;
Stir inside of me- a familiar stranger.
Lavender Love, oh why are you so cruel?
But never again shall you take me fool.

-Saara Mowlana

V I V I D _ M E M O R I E S

Hey guys, so it's been a while since my last post and I decided to put up this reeeeaaally oold poem from way back in 2009 and it was inspired, so to say, by Rihanna's song 'Russian Roulette' and although none of this in the poem happened to me I just felt for all those women it has happened to and I have a... well "over-active" imagination rofl! Anyway I hope you guys like it:)

V I V I D _ M E M O R I E S

You can see my heart beating right through my chest;
This pain is too hard to digest.
The thoughts of what you did to me;
Still a vivid and alive memory.
Every last bruise and sore;
Just got more and more.
Painful memories that become nightmares;
Haunting me with lively scares.
The scars deep within my soul;
My heart with a big punched hole.
The restless nights and dreadful days;
Praying to God to please take this pain away.
You handed me the gun and said;
"Pull the trigger, then your problems and I will be dead."
Even after everything I couldn't do it;
You took the gun back and said "All it takes is one bullet."
You pointed it at me and you were ready to shoot me;
But before you could another gun sounded loudly.
You were silent as a drop of blood left the corner of your mouth;
You dropped the gun and fell down south.
I looked around terrified and afraid;
I saw a policeman standing next to where you laid.
With a gun in his hand; He called for an ambulance van.
You can see my heart beating right through my chest;
This pain is too hard to digest.
-Saara