PURE_insecure
I forget the words to say;
So instead I just run away.
Because it's easier than staying;
And having to open up to feelings.
Because I'm lost in this game;
Maybe it's because it always ends the same.
I never win, or I flee before I can;
Because I'm scared of what the future plans.
I'm terrified of myself and my actions;
Because I am not perfect, I'm a flawed creation.
What if I'm not good enough,
To earn yours or anyone else's love?
What if I can't meet your standards;
And I'm left alone, broken hearted.
Because I can't see me as being worthy;
Of being the reason someone is happy.
When I dissappoint myself;
Over and over, maybe I need help.
I don't see myself as easy to love;
Never have and that's because:
I know me and my issues;
And my flaws, insecurities and my truth.
And I can't let anyone else in;
Until I feel better in my own skin.
So please know it's not you it's me;
I just can't get pass my insecurities.
I don't expect you to stand and wait;
I wouldn't want to hold you back with my mistakes.
So feel free to move on ahead.
While I mend my image inside of my head...
-Saara
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